Friday, May 8, 2009

im sorry, and you make my days meaningful.

today is the combined remedial session with 1e/f. truthfully, it didnt go the way i wanted to, because of the holdup over some theft case in school. haiz, in the end wasted close to 1 hour. well shant complain..
firstly, i realised i did something i should not have done.
today at 1230pm, i asked some students to leave. just take your papers and leave if you want to. okay, some students are already quite good so i guess it's fine with me that they want to leave.
to those students like kinhao, eugene who left simply because they dont want to listen, and for those of you out there who didnt even come for my lesson, you just left me more disappointed with your behaviour. your attitude towards learning really needs a big change.

then i realised that the malay students like izman, khairul, hakim and zul left because they had prayers. I AM VERY SORRY! I HAVE TOTALLY FORGOTTEN THAT YOU HAVE TO GO FOR FRIDAY PRAYERS. i sincerely apologize for this oversight on my part. i will address this in class as well.
i know you guys dont like teachers to scold you, but really, i do it because i really want you guys to learn. learn to be serious, ad work hard. esp 1F, please go back to how you were. teachers' words are not meant to hurt you, they are for you reflect and change for the better. if it hurts, tell me.
and as a teacher, i know that sometimes we might neglect how our students feel about our words. and it's hard to apologize because a teacher should always be right. so dont hold it against any teacher.

i read all your comments, thanks for them again. appreciate them alot. these things you guys say warm my heart, and is my motivation to going on, even when i want to just stop and walk away.

i feel that none of my students are stupid. but you are just playful and lazy. you dont know when to be serious, and try to play a fool. there are times when you really need to be serious.
i always like to tell my friends that i wish i never have to grow up, because i know the responsibilities and the seriousness people who grow up have to carry with them. i dont want that.
haiz, you guys can be funny and play, i hope you guys realise that i am not forcing you to be someone you are not, i dont want you guys to lose your cheerfulness and playfulness, im just asking you guys to be less playful. i know its hard, ( actually i am having problems because im too playful too.. but still less playful than you guys of course.. (: ) but we still have to try right? because the world doesnt revolve ard us, we have to consider other people.
be serious when we should be.. ( like during my lesson! when i am teaching.. )

anyway, my last week in westspring will be officially term 2 week 10. i will miss you guys alot, miss teaching you people, talking to you guys, giving remedials, scolding you people. ( actually there are times you guys really make me want to laugh, i just dont really laugh... )
well, its alright, i will write more abt this nearer to this date.
now my aim is just to do my best to get both my classes to have 100% passrate, and at least 50% A okay! (that means at least 35/50 for each paper!)
im sure you guys can do it.. just get all angles questions correct get 8 marks, get equations all correct get ard 10 marks, calculator stuff ard 6 marks, HCF etc 6 marks, 5 marks anytwhere then you can do it alr!
so dont fall into those traps i told you abt! (:

i am really starting to miss you guys, even before i leave.


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